SINGLEISM IS BACK IN THE HIP LANE

CATCH MY DRIP IN ONE DROP LIKE THIS:


So, I've been thinking about a lot of things. One is the reality on living the single life, and how it isn't such a bad life after all. The discovery of my inner self is what constitute in having this kind of life. I think I am down with it.

For a while now (this is after my ex and I broke up), when I would meet people, I would instantly like and want to be with them. I need not be completely attracted to them. A person decent enough to kiss is sufficient enough for me to give excess care for and attention to. I guess because since I have missed caring for someone, as I am a naturally caring person, and having that someone care back for me, these days I watch myself bounce from one woman after another to seek for attention, love, touch, and the likes. Today, I find that unnecessary, a sign of weakness, and a lazy approach to the challenging tasks life has to offer, which is the reason why I no longer would like to implement such habit into my daily life.

The first thing I may need is block myself in wanting to romantically intertwine with someone too rapidly, because I do tend to want to do that easily. I'd like to do this because often times I fall for the wrong and self-fish reasoning. Now, I realize I don't care to invest unnecessary, wishful thinking into individuals I hardly know. My flesh felt too cut from the previous moments. I just have to be more mindful with my actions. Not to hint that I regret ever falling for these random individuals I once fell for. I merely understand how I work when I fall for someone -- not an ounce in me is omitted. And with love, it never works when I am the sole supplier. It does take two to tango.

Today, I now believe that happiness can be achieved through other numerous networks that are readily available for anyone who seek it. I am discovering the paths to these other networks that make me happy, content, and not whine about petty things. As these thoughts circulate through me, I feel a slight developmental growth into my mentality as far as my view on romantic relationships.

In retrospect, once again, I think I have appreciated the value of life. Yes. I have. Wow, I am like so cool.