Bottom Line Not Worth It

There are many things to say and yet I struggle arriving to a clear, clean start.

Revelations come at me at random times of the day. Sure enough I was faced again to discover some truthful things about myself that I dislike...

I love learning. I learn about life and people everyday. I love my friends who utilize their time in becoming a better person to better themselves and the world around them. Ashy, you're one of those friends. Thank you for perpetually stimulating my mind to be up to par to your mental process, as it is beautiful.

My recent Calgary road trip with Katrina would be piled under one of the best trips ever. I love traveling with my sis. We both love meeting people, no judging necessary, and striking laughter moments with them. No matter what the situation is, we can laugh our anuses off with anyone or between the two of us. We value good times and at least like to marry such principle into our daily lives as often as we possibly can. I know I hate digging into pessimism only to be ruined by it. It's bottom line not worth it.

It's funny. Not really. Ever since Brian's dad passed away, my outlook on life have completely changed. It just changed faster than a blink of an eye. I will never take life for granted. I will never waste time over petty situations. I consciously challenge myself to discover happiness in any situation I am in and simply appreciate with an open heart. I hate that someone's father had to be compensated before I could realize how fruitful life can be. But I firmly believe that everything happens for a reason. My life or who I am today is the manifestation of what happened yesterday. I make meanings out of my past, present, future and implement discoveries I learn to gear me for what tomorrow will offer. So far, with this type of mentality, my life has been better.